What is LOVE?

Love is a four lettered word,
That simply can fail our senses,
Make us blind, deaf, numb and even ridiculous,
But without it, our lives will be awkward.


Love is a powerful emotion,
A magical feeling that is seek by the lonely hearts
A blessing that often comes in silence,
And only will be noticed once it flees away.


Falling in love is regardless of everything,
Empty souls hunt for their missing pieces,
Like the love of Bella and Edward,
The union of two different worlds.

 
 
p/s: I've made this simple poem and sent it for Habbo's Big Bang submission for fun!! x)

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Another Habboian Day Out ~~ ♥

Oh yes, today is a uber fun day for me. Earlier today, I went out to meet 2 of my Habbo buddies, Amira (my girlfriend =p) and Taza (my cute bro). Amira is one cute chubby gurl who loves glasses [coz she brought few pairs with her XD] and Taza is super duper cute boy, physically and in size =p. Okay,now lemme tell u from the beginning of our meet.

I met Amira at LRT Terminal Putra station around 1.45PM and we headed to Times Square. On the journey, we need to switch to monorail at Dang Wangi station. But coz of too busy chatting, we missed the station and realised it after next 3 stations =='' LOL. So we headed back to Dang Wangi and changed to monorail there. And guess what, we nearly missed our station, again. =_= Thank God I realised before the monorail door closed. LOL so blur can XD

Then while we were searching for Taza who reached TS earlier than us coz he was attending a cosplay event, we went for window shopping [and Amira found a new nerdy glasses for her =p].

It was funny when Taza saw me and Amira for the 1st time. He was like shocked and disbelieved with our looks. Then after few moments he realised that, he saw our pics without glasses HAHA! Both of us , me and Amira wore glasses today, we were too lazy to wear lenses LOL.

Okay, so then at 1st, we wanted to watch a movie, but it was damn crowded and the line was uber long so we scraped off the idea. Then we headed to McD to grab some food. After that , we continued our window shopping activities.Taza showed us the XXX shop where they sell condoms and XXX stuffs and guess what, he dared us to go in [don't worry, we didn't, ewww LOL].

Then in this one shop that sells things for party costumes and halloween stuffs, Taza did such a random act, he grabbed Amira's arms and tried to drag her into the fitting room ZOMG. He and his pervy thoughts LOL seriously random pls. And you know what,when I mentioned about he did to that to Amira only, then he grabbed my arm & said, "You also want ah?".Ok, he's crayzeh~~~ LMAO.

But seriously, we were having so much fun, going in and out the shops, fooling around with each other. Meand Amira agreed, having Taza around is so damn nice. He's like so hyped and outgoing till we feel like wanna kidnap him home already. XD [Fact: Being too cute will attract kidnappers LOL] Seriously, he will be on top of the list for our next day out . And apart of that, I was shrugged and sighed the whole day coz the "mastermind" of the day out didn't came and another friend of ours, Didi couldn't go out coz the mom said cannot, ugh. Sad Sad =(

But then, Taza need to make a move 1st coz he got things to be done, so he left me and Amira. So we both continued our "date" and window shopping. XD Oh yea, I forgot to mention, Taza came with his bro, who is kinda sporting and let Taza wandering around with us. Thanx ya! =p

Okay, back to the story. Me and Amira were doing normal girl stuffs, which was surveying for future stuffs to be bought LOL. We went from level to level, shop to shop and checked out all those cool outfits and it was like a sale, everything is so cheap pls. So, we agreed that the next time we go out , it will be our shopping spree haha. We had some ice cream in the middle of our exploration of TS. And I learnt that Mira didn't have a sweet tooth like me. Soz sayang, I didn't know >_<

So after a long day of fun, we got tired and decided to go back home around 8pm. But u know, on the journey back home, one of Mira's friend, Hanafie texted her,saying that he reached TS already. She shrugged coz that guy never told us that he was coming and it was too late for us, the gurls to stay there. Aiyo.So we went home, and I ended our meet with a big warm hug to Mira. Mira and Taza, you guys rox and made my day. TYVM and love u guys♥!

Here are some pics of us and the rest you can find it in my Facebook profile aites!

Me and da cute Taza!

Me and da cute Mira!

Best pic: A pair of Cuties♥

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Issit gathering season? o.O

U know guys, this week alone.. I have 2 gatherings that I needa attend. A Habbo gathering & secondary school gathering (gurls' day out). Haha, busy busy. I am sure this will be lotsa fun, unless the 2 gaths fall on the same day...then I die...which one should I go? ='(


Anyways, last Sunday, I went DJ ing at a wedding function. Well, it was happening alrite, but the most interesting on that event, I met alot of twins ,identical twins haha. I think I had met 3 pairs, 2 gurl-gurl twins & a boy-boy twin. Nyze uh? Since I love Bill Kaulitz so much, I started to bump into twins , seriously. Weird.

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OMG!!! I've lost my voice =.= ...and someone's is a total retard

Yah!!!! It's terrible. How can it happen? I was taking a nap, and when I wake up, try to call my sis, but nothing came out, shaitz. Not even a sound. I was so scared since I had a surgery around throat area before. So, I took 3 days leave from the radio. Haiz, wadafak la =.= Doc said , my throat stiffed. So no talking for 1-2 days. Just great.

Not enough with that, got one retarded person who didn't understand english. I said stay out of my life but instead of staying out, she came & intefered. Act pro as if I am such a dumb person. sheesh. wadever la. I don't give a fk ing damn about it, I warned liao wad. You still wanna poke me in de arse, then fine lor. Such a 2-face and acting innocent, wad la. U know wad u did la, no need to pretend de. Some people also knew. Acting dunno just as to stand up on ur ego, didn't impress me at all. You are so rock bottom la oi. Ugh, anything -ignored-

Seriously, I hate when people act pro as to show power only. Hello, I ain't a kid and I know how to read. Yes, I hate to be bothered, especially from people whom I've lost my trust on them. Your words ain't mean anything to me, so don't waste your time checking out on me, dam annoying sia.

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It's ma buffday~~~~♥

OMG!! I am officially 24 years old sia... haha but no worries, like ppl said, I'm still young at heart LOLs. Oh ya, I tot I will be lonely.. waiting for the 12am. But suddenly, my uncle make a surprise yet simple party for me. He made some fruit cocktail with burgers for our lil' feast. And I had to put my radio show on non-stop hitz mode hahah...sorry pple XD family 1st , aite?

But yet, no presents...huhu...except in Habbo, so yes, thanx all for your wishes and pressies =)

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My Obsession♥

Well, I'm talkin about a song that felt so connected to me. It's about a lover who are not sincere & heartless, each of his acts & words is like he is programmed to do it. The lyrics gives a very deep impression to me.

Automatic by Tokio Hotel

Automatic [echo x3]
Automatic [echo x3]

You're Automatic and your heart's like an engine,

I die with every beat.

You're Automatic and your voice is electric,

Why do I still believe?

It's Automatic, every word in your letter.

A lie that makes me bleed.

It's Automatic when you say things get better.

But they never...

There's no real love in you.

There's no real love in you.

There's no real love in you.

Why do I keep lovin' you?

It's Automatic counting cars on a crossroad.

They come and go like you.

It's Automatic watching faces I don't know.

Erase the face of you.

It's Automatic.

Systematic.

So Traumatic.

Yeah, Automatic.

There's no real love in you.

There's no real love in you.

There's no real love in you.

Why do I keep lovin' you?

Automatic.

Automatic.

Automatic.

Automatic.

Each step, you make.

Each Breath, you take.

Your heart, your soul.

Remote, controlled.

This life is so sick.

You're Automatic to me.

There's no real love in you. [x6]

Why do I keep lovin' you?

Automatic. (There's no real)

Automatic. (Love in you)

Automatic. (Why do I)

Automatic. (Keep lovin' you?)

Automatic...

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The rare me XD

Why I say rare? Coz I only use makeup when I go for functions...even if go out also, I only use lip gloss and sumtimes eyeliner if I wanna be emo-tic =p So yes, this is the RARE me

Again, I just wish... =_=

Ya ya ya, I know.... long time never update this blog liao... It's not that I don't want, but seriously I kept forgetting about it LOL... anyways, now I am in a period of lazy-ness...and if my parents know it, they sure kill me one..everything is not done, and the dateline is like very soon =_=

Summore, I am dealing with few matters that makes me tired of living... I can't see way out actually. I just wish I could choose my own way & everyone can shut their eff-ing mouth about it. I mean, it's my life, if I do mistake, I'll learn...but preventing me from doing it just making me feel outrageous.

Haiz, I wish my own family can understand me, but what they are thinking is their reputation only, go to hell with that can or not. I'm tired of it, and I just wanna escape. But can't, I need to go thru this, whether I like it or not...

Guys, I really need support. Really at the point of breaking down...I might look tough to some ppl, but frankly, I am extremely fragile. Those people who claimed that they love me,be it friends or loved ones; I am not so sure about it since their actions didn't show it. All I can see they come find me when they need me, then forget me when it's nothing, ya wtf rite.

So, now you see, I really need help, to be back on my feet. Coz at the moment, I don't even know where am I now. Help me...